Friday, April 25, 2008

i hate myself

i feel like shit today cos i did something to hurt someone. blame it on myself for not handling the situation properly.How can i put it and not to lose a friend?it has to happen when i having a rough time with my life now
I'm confused...

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

zouk 17th anniversary party

thanks to brandon i made my way to zouk last saturday...went to support him cos he's on the runway...haha..yea...and i managed to pull mennis with me..juz the both of us...she hates me for bringing her there...nice to see the people from mercury there too.well anyway, i'm going this saturday again because it's zhara's birthday...can't wait to meet friends from sff. And who knows i'll be going for Madonna's album party next tues?yea...at zouk again
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mennis me brandon

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Singapore Fashion Festival

sorry people who hav been waiting for me to blog cos of pictures and stuff...seriously i hav not gathered all the pics from diff camera during sff.

well, 10 days of fashion is killing me...really. We have to be on standby like 5 hours before each show...and everyday the reporting time seems to be earlier. But i did make alot of friends over there...and people whom i thought that i would not talk to....the fashion world is very bitchy...even us doing backstage and front... gossip and gossip...

we had like stalkers who wants to do fashion fest badly cos they hav been doing like 3 years already...but due to some things that happen during the 10 days.. they were like banned from backstage. But lucky for them they knew someone from the media that could juz bring them in for the show....

Sad to say, this year's festival is kind of boring... i nearly slept during some shows...ashley and qiuhao was nt bad... the one i like the most was francis cheong's show...so glam and diva-esh. As it was my first time doing fashion festival...i had totally no idea wad is happening... lucky for bryan who was with me all the way...although we had some arguements sometimes...but it was all solved. I got to know a fun loving bunch of people consisting of 70. They were the ushers who volunteered for the festival... though i think that they should be paid or something, but they got a certificate from STB so that's nt too bad. Those people from ITE bishan i heart you... hope we get to meet up someday or maybe do fashion fest next year again.

Last day was so much fun...we had a after party after ck show...those invited for the show who stayed longer would enjoy the so called party we had....we had drinks and more drinks...haha...until the bar said no more drinks already and they gave us vitamin orange juice with vodka...yucks!Did i say i knew someone from camp...brandon!! this fellow is damn funny...but so nice... seeing you at fashion festival was no surprise to me...haha.

Back to work after sff... i was asked to do full shift for 5 days....no rest for me...i nearly died...until my manager who took pity on me let me use inet during work time...that's why i hav time to blog now...haha or else who knows when. My clique had some misunderstanding, jac and mennis. I can't believe these words came out of her mouth. she's changed due to her bf i guess....the guy who was nice before but after that night he shouted at my bestie...no good! well., we decided to let it go cos we can't be bothered though...who's childish & inmature now? So i guess the few of us decided to forget the things happen and we went to marina at keppel bay to enjoy. prive. But there was nothing much to drink so we decided to go to tcc for a feast..jessie treat us...thanks gal. And did i say i'm going to one degree 15? brandon is bringing me mennis and stef there....yes! can't wait! till then

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bryan and me...at sff thanks bryan
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with the people at backstage.
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a all white day for us
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best buddies in sff...
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cannot forget the times we had
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look i'm not the thinnest.
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best buddies in camp and outside camp
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a picture with qiuhao
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my fav model at sff...kiki
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i love tjin's hair
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jane so cute
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my dear ushers from RP
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meimei and me
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amelia and me
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i'm on the runway...
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she's the prom queen
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gary and me
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love angie for the way she is
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yurun and me
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thanks to chris who made my face flawless everyday
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nice jen nice!
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zhara and me...can't wait for ur party
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the dressers from backstage
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during the CK show
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with cecilia and litingZ
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thanks to the ushers who gave us chocs
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thanks lynn for everything...
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celin and angie always very busy in sff
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skywalker and me
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Ro with bryan and me
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best ushers from ite bishan
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thanks for everything!